Thursday, January 22, 2009

Towards Uncertainty

At the threshhold of life, one often wonders what is there to be looked forward to ? Something that needs to be decided . Being at an age when quite a few things or can say the key essentials in life are still undecided, it causes anxiety to burn ones heart in a flame of an unstable future.
What would it be to wrap ones life in a shimmery red attire and hand it to some one who has been a stranger till date, and all of a studden is given the reins of ones life. Its quite strange that the family who has been so protective about you, readily agrees to give you away, so that you can start a new life that seperates them with a social boundary being built by humanity since ages. Until life is undecided it causes anxiety to block our mind and when things are decided an uncertain future keeps hovering in our dreams, questioning us on the things we may never want to answer.

I am prepared to step forward, but something pulls me back,
Is it a brand new beginning or a longing for the past???????
The threshhold where I grew has the warmth of the bygone days ,
the smell of yellow flowers indicate the future that awaits.
I on my part am at a loss of words,
Why leave the hands of many ,
to enter a strangers hearth?


Ayesha Parveen said...

Beautifully written, Sana. Uncertainty is part of life; what is important is that one should not compromise on self-respect when getting into a relationship. Best wishes.

A New Beginning said...

Thanks for the nice Comment Ayesha and all the very best to you too.